just revamped the blog.... hooray!!! a big thanks to yan yi for teaching me, or else i will really be bald..... note that i couldn't find a reely emo background...... still deceiding on the song..... woots!! hahaha... a bit crazy alr.... kro scolding me now.... don't give a damn..... lalala....

don't care if i got spell wrong.... listening to mcr now.... don't want to hear the parents nagging and calling me something kinda mildly vulgal in cantonese..... in case if anyone wants toknow the name of the song, it's i'm not ok by mcr. quite a good song actually, so please listen to it some time.....
don't get it.... so damn irritating to hear some one yell, but because i'm too kind to them i always listen to them even the uncensored parts, so..... too bad for me...... fucking angry..... wishing that they will just shut up sometime soon...... or else my turn to blow...... to the parents or parents to be out there, never nag at your kid, because if your child can "sing" like me, i don't think your windows will be safe...... anything glass for the matter...... singing out loud to "i'm not ok" , hoping its annoying enough for them..... hahaha.... sprouting devil horns soon.... not that i care though..... no big deal about that.....
been through some people's blogs..... a lot of them are opposers last year..... all of them criticising me.... you think i care? think again...... cannot be bothered..... still crapping.... no one left tag for a long time..... must be because never publicise...... f**k..... hates the rules that i've got to follow.... not that i want to.....
enough crap to fill your computer screen for the time being....

heard that will be a party after exams. also heard that SOME people will smuggle in beer or wine. just to remind the absent minded freaks who saw what happened last year, don't get drunk. i know some of the guys are dared to see who can drink more wine or beer against me, but know where is your limit- not to say that i very heavy-duty lahs- but just know when to put the can down and pretend nothing happen. especially mr "macho" no.1, you know who you are. in the end all of us cannot sleep.....
but planning to have more wine than beer there.... wine nicer:] i don't agree with SOME people. act cool.... >< hahaha... in the end have to ask your mother send you home.... lols... how big alr??? i don't know, and don't want to know too.....
ohyas... ILLA & DAN!!!! BUCK UP!!!! or else [grinning like a devil]........ few more weeks. learn finish the song i run you run we run, all run far far, can?? teach until pekcek.... stress lah!!!

today so damn suay. the nc-rians you all know larh. before assembly kana splashed water that was thrown down from the third floor. the ppl up there, which is all the seniors, better watch out. if i find out who throw the water down, even if they mean to hit me or not, i'll call the guys in. but if i can only larh, not a promise. or else if i kana trashed there and no one to help, you all know what will happen......
lols.... jk only. the 2 who cannot get along didn't make much of an improvement. one don't want to play piano, one don't want to play guitar. deceiding to give them more homework to practise. dan has josh to watch over him, but not sure for illa. just pray hard she can tahan..... or else i also die.... so the ppl who are close to them, brothers or sisters alike, please help..... or else the gig cannot go on.... and etc etc larh..... what crap dan will say... learn from him.....
wanna sleep.... bbs to everyone...

teachind dan and illa now.... dan learning piano, illa learning guitar..... wondering why dan can't teach her and i must do the dirty work for him. very confusing when both of them want your attention at the same time...... no josh to help als, so solo single with the 2 who cannot get along. the way they fight are like couples, but don't tell them larhs.... aiya. never mind larh. they will still read wan right? waiting for mac and jake to make an appearence to help me before i go down with the "2 who...". still thinking about what i should wear for the gathering.... need to know what everyone wearing first.... hahaha.... gone going

wondering if what i did was right, but what has been done has been done. apologising to everyone but the current. wishing that i will be forgiven by you all, but not the current. thanks for making my day better, to nat and the other 4 bewilders. love you all forever no matter what happens.

wondering what will happen if the ncrians knew who i am. like, ignorence is bliss, that really goes. for singulars, don't listen to me crapping if you don't know who i mean. mess with the wrong people, everyone gets pulled down. doing something against my job, and now i realised that it is cruel to be kind. not to the person, but to you. still, what would you do if someone you cared is in trouble? help? i tried, and now lesson learned is never to fight back agaist your own ground than some unknown ground. yah right. so, no more warnings to you from now on, and i'll just take thew punishment and carry on with my life, while you carry out your job of living till you die of some stuff that everyone else does. yes. because of you, i striked a deal which is costly. illa, i'm sorry but to let them continue, i disobeyed you. really sorry for what has been done, to the victims and the culprits. to the victims, including those lost, sorry for not defending you well enough, and to the latest, sorry for even telling you. i'll pay for my own mistakes my way, while you get gone scott free. to the culprits, please expect me to be in the front line of duty which everyone else had tried to stop me from entering. my life is your, and i shall do anything i am told. for being kind, i get killed, literally killed. i'll just jump to the second stage of punishments so that the victim goes from your books. like it or not, to the people, i've paid for you, and you won't get a receipt. just try not to say this out and you'll keep your head on you. sure, but it's not an easy road for me. wishing you all the best and sorry for screwing up your life. not acknowledging you as someone i know anymore, goodbye, and never to see the colours around you again.

hahaha... bored to death today during school. bought 2 tubes of mentos and finished both before recess ended. like, yeah right. done with th sweets. waiting for school to end so that i can buy more.
'lax lah, kro. i didn't buy in anyway. no time even if i wanted to. got maths remedial and after that went for cello try-outs. brought home a cello so, well..... you all know larhs..... not going to explain alr arhs.... in anyway also a bit confused. like, now i have 3ccas? how to manage? confirmed stressed out. hahaha.. paranoid alr, and not even going next week. like, hack?
hahahaha... still laughing at me "paranoid-ness". kinda dotting after myself. think i xiao le.

nothin' much to say today, exept for the usual school stuff and created friendster account. who want to add, please add. add alr, don't help me advertise. just add and run. can? if not like my old e-mail case. not wanting history to repeat itself.

hahahaha..... thats how my reputation, guts and many more got gone today..... ya larh..... perform today. so damn upset. eating a lot now. don't want to stop. not even trying to in the first place. hahaha... jkjk.... if not you all see me fat fat all die of laughing.
ok. first thing first. today. performed during assembly. the same one that we performed in korea, only that mingyi took tiffany's place 'cause she went home. then, lucky went there early because had to teach mingyi the steps. but in the end still have time to walk around and play play, so.... still can larh....
but then. during assembly perform that time, saw tanyakorn and zhenhuan backstage. i know zhenhuan thought i was the ahpek, which is actually jianyi, f.y.i...when we just step out. wahlao eh people. some clap, some jeer, and then some a bit stupid. laugh. hahaha like that. in the end me and mingyi also laugh but try to hide it. then, when we perform alr go remove makeup that time, yangbin and mingyi keep going into girl's toilet to take the remover. but then they take alr never return, so i and hui mei keep going to their toilet to take back. but not sure if got kana spotted. but if got then hack care larhs.....
go back class that time, heard from someone that everyone say that i am jianyi's role. faggot larh, 1f. i rather go back perform everyday in korea that perform for you all. like, at least appreciate the effort can? not exactly easy to prepare for that, and all you all can do is sit there and laugh. totally unappreciative of the effort we put in lorh....
getting more pissed as i am posting. don't want to have a shorter life of high-blood pressure.

ello!!!! hahaha... sudden hyper-ness.... lawls.... realised that not enough presents to give to them 1 fearless-es..... i think don't give larhs..... in anyway give illa they all until no more alr..... then dan, you so damn toot lorhs..... the keychain not the "helmet" you know..... see you over there laugh until xiao alr.... wliaos....

i think tell you all what happen can???



day 1
on the plane to korea..... no tv to watch, so fall asleep... ohyas... sat beside teacher, so must behave very "guai"..... so damn act..... hahaha.... but in the end kept walking about asking the airstewerdess for water, coke, peanuts, playing cards etc.... she like, so poor thing, walk here walk there.... hahaha. she lucky larhs..... i fell asleep in anyway...



day 2

reached the airport at around 6 o'clock in the morning.... the sun already shining like hell on my butt.... then i stupid stupid.... seniors all bring BIG BIG lugguage i bring until so small.... hahaha i very stupid.... really stupid.... then actually supposed to go straight to the hotel, in the end wait at airport for some german performers so more convenient for the driver... waited for 1 hour plus then they come. yangbin went to talk to this german guy...

german: "what's your name? my name is philip."

yangbin, thinking that he is asking him where he is from :" singapore"

german:" nice name"

very diaos... we all laughing like mad..... reached hotel, by the name of "pyramid motel". ran by an old couple. we prepare for performance that time make a lot of noise so they go there scold us.... then, dr. chua and his translator come.... dr. chua go help yangbin put his makeup while his translator and our bohemians [volunter guides] sit there extra a bit, sit there talk to us.... perform already got parade and because we performers we go parade. then the instructor dance like idiot, and he so damn enthu....extra lorhs.... behave like idiot also don't know.... so toot lorhs, the way he looks when he is dancing. want to dance, dance propely. don't anyhow dance because if you do so, no one will think you are cool or what. really diu lian for us lehs...



day 3

went to one of the good eatery there. ate their "heaven knows what" food, but sadly dr. chua also there. then he damn extra lorhs. he talk all the crap the ppl there like cannot understand like that. but what is worse is that when he talk his saliva splash everywhere, and i saw some of his spit fly into the wok. then, his translator go and take the food inside the wok go and eat. i see alr damn gross don't dare to go and eat. later, also go to a girl's school to perform. alot of female fans for yangbin. i only have 2, with one of the male bohemian. so little..... hahaha.... but later, we went to the underground shopping centre. bought a sling bag and a cap...... yay!!! hahaha.... and also bought some pairs of socks. quite cute, some of them. more or less what happened.



day 4

family day. went to namisoem island, like, the place that they shot "winter sonata"? had a lot of fun. rented a family bike [3 seater 'cause the parents don't want to go] and cycled. i think everyone had a taste of my "reckless" driving, since i padled until crazy. then, we suay suay. road have a lot of pot-holes, so when i cycle that time, wah lao. like kana piles like that. damn terrible. but then after that we go makan, so nothing wrong larhs.

day 5
hahaha..... yah larhs. yesterday night the homestay let us go up to the upper story, including the attic and open balcony. very nice. kicked the soccer ball around on the balcony. play until happy. ohya. went to "jalan jalan" around for shopping at e-mart and etc. yarhlars. never buy a lot from that place. why? nevr bring enough money out. but that day, even if i never buy back tons of things like them seniors, i still need to sit on my lugguage in order to close it propely. like, wow.... no way thus is ok man.... but still can larhs.... and then the small boy go celebrate his birthday. also go watch the remainder of cinderalla. very happy because so long ago watch now also forget the story. so rewatch very memorable for me. hahaha... gonna cry if i keep thinking about this...

day 6
ate my last breakfast at homestay. best one made so far. not to say that their breakfast sucks, but i not used to so many dishes for one meal. cannot eat finish. nearly cried when i ate, because i know that i will miss them..... hahaha... emo-ing right now.... super duper upset, because if they come to singapore, i hope they will come find me. if not i think i very ungrateful. slept through half the coach ride. then, go airport. ate subway sandwich for lunch. then, walk walk alr, waited for plane. end of story.

can right?
ending off, whether you ppl like it or not :] bbs!!!

yep yep. all the picts on my handphone, so never load.... in anyway also never take alot of photos.....hahaha..... but then today got go drama centre perform..... mother go take alot of crappy photos..... then that yangbin go extra take one of the photos..... alahmak..... that zhilian wang..... waste my camera memory... but never mind larhs...... in any ways, showtime!!!

hahahaha.... thats how i felt after my mum cut my hair...... now at shoulder length..... don't worry. i didn't cry like last time... hahahaha..... but not used. for example, i applied conditioner on my back instead of on the tips of my hair..... alahmak..... now wondering if i will kana pimples on my back...... no!!!!!!
hahaha.... wanna pon wushu tomorrow.... but i think i should go. yeah. kro talked me into it, but abigail, i really not keen to go als..... still, i will go IF I CAN WAKE UP. hahaha.....
ok. realised that i should buy something tere to eat in case if i get hungry..... arh!!!!!
in anyways, biesss

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